1. |
Quilt of Stars
02:06
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2. |
Fly
03:42
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charm on a bracelet band
that hangs from a stained glass man
That found him of last light lost from sight
Dividing the skyline up mid-rise
Fly
return to me
With voices in all the trees
Fly
You’re an alibi angel of mind alive as wide as can be
Raincoat and cloudless fleece
From sun hat to semele
the kiss that giving garden gave
a vine of the mind made up in haste
Rise
return to me
from over the four leaf sea
Fly
You’re an alibi angel of mind alive as wide as can be
Lonely low limned angel
Lonely low limned angel
Lonely low limned angel
Lonely low limned angel
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3. |
The Skyless Butterfly
06:57
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Woman with an omened way
Talks night and says “oh what a lovely day"
This tightrope funeral bends to excite
Oh to hum the knives away
sound off with the donna recherché
Where your mouth’s infinity will burn from meteorite
Got the wings of a girl
I dizzy dance the flatline world
with necklace men and sundown pearls in sheets of blue
So to love, and not to lie
To mind the skyless butterfly
In fevered dark and frozen light
I reach for you
The jewel-chronic castaway may gather all the pretty diamond days
He’s the sunbeam criminal in ladderless skies
His cloud nine will swoon and twirl
His speaks the moon, but means the world
content forever now to blossom in unsight
Never cruel, but hardly kind
The question marks may read your mind
The clockless tick will pair the rhyme so alive to be
True to one, and all to nine
To mind the skyless butterfly
In theater-darkened frozen life
I reach for you
You, in amnion awaiting
a blinding birth, a living leaving
The ocean in your arms and in your sky
Greet the halloween nurse on the stage of the dying
and the coruscate queen tending somersault flying
in the watery grave of the gallery soundlessly oohing, ahhing, towering
lightning flash to gone, like plash and minnow
Riverrun
red fire tupelo up mast-canvas
in christ-thorn, timeworn, war torn afterglow
helium to ceiling
Mid flight in an unfolding tumble
the shut-eyed acrobat caught hand to meeting moon applause on island sunken
mayhem tent to floor like loosened ribbon bow
All to nothing and nobody there
narrow echoed hello through the hollow
clangs Miriam chime
ringing dime beneath pillow
with twirls of girls in whirlpool whorl on tiptoe
a sworn wind to blow, as once hope, at end’s rope
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4. |
In Spirit
04:46
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The veiled nun vents heyday vatic
Her merry mouth still moves like magic
He could shoot for the stars if they gave him more space
He could give you his heart and never show you his face
Let me be there in spirit cause I don’t want to go
Let me tell you I miss you through the fang of a ghost
The howl of old is cold
How do you know you know?
The how of old is cold
How do you know you know?
The thousand mirrors subdue the vandal
But they'll shadow box a lambent candle
He could row with one oar to the edge of the earth
He could bury the hatchet, and leave a jewel in the dirt
I don’t mean to be shy, I’m just here all alone
Let me tell you "go fish”
Struck dumb for fools gold
The howl of old is cold
How do you know you know?
The how of old is cold
How do you know you know?
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5. |
Lady Lacuna
04:56
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Mountain, queen of morning
Makeup mood to lowering
Lua ran aurora hand to bright Melinda glowing
Her cella-mural old soul
Her melted voice, it candles
A hint to find your kind away
In sound to see and light to save
The angel led the monkey
From memorizing pretty
To chase the vanish point of columns halfway through the city
Gone in, once seems endless
Where coryphée to ballet leads
To wind away the weather
The bell had rung to never
April plants the question, May, it flowers to the answer
The keeper of the antique, winged to bring you here to me
Belief to bend of bow, his shadow would paint
Halation on the cityscape, the floodplains, and the docks and harbored bays
And back through the hinterlands, the capsized sun (son?) is witness to a lost paradise where nothing bears a name
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6. |
Taurus
02:56
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7. |
Lamb
04:27
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I feel you near
alone anew
and needing none
Only you
In castle-grey, frayed, flight flown alone over lowland plains
we hang forever in the open air
In wed and head in rest on shoulder there
From fog of dreams and names
Through door may flood the day
Sunshine home
king of glow, queen of tones
rhymed rows unfroze
high on the hill where seed is sown and tree is grown
to find you new
in love
in light
in wait
the limned winter wears
a daisy chain about her hair
a dreamed upstream land rolled the name in the language of the rain
new to now and clue to when
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8. |
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Can you cope with each hope as it waits?
Do you know the paling glow on every face?
With bejeweled eyes that wander
Come the dead drums of far off thunders
Do you need a dying breed to wake from dreaming?
Does your heart come apart at babies screaming?
Moon to bow, landing low aside the solar winds
Even though the song is old, the spring may tide again
Born to sky like a dove to the ranks of her love
Do you seek what already seeks you?
As it is above, so below my love
Do you seek what already seeks you?
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9. |
Lord (demo)
03:23
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Hillside and sky lie lifted arms to meet the day
though faraway
forming close to the touch of starry shadows
Lord, I feel favor in the wind
New star is glowing round the bend
and dark to light is caving in
Valley and river carve away coddled caves and whispered ways
Leaf and limb wave them by
To the ocean
Lord i feel the sweet warmth of the sun
I feel two becoming one
I see the love in all that's done
Lord I feel favored in the wind
Your star is glowing round the bend
and dark to light is caving in
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10. |
Ocean (demo)
03:46
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She moves like autumn on an ocean
She is as close as the air
Her sight of diamonds never falters
No advice from color does she heed
I try to look but all I see are stars
It's hard to understand just what I'm feeling
In giving up the life that gives this meaning
Look if you believe in
It's you that I want to be with
Yes its you I want to be with
She smiles, the world turns its head to see
Fall and see just as you are
And think of once as a summering
Then think of heart as starting to see
I try to look but all I see are stars
It's hard to understand just what I'm feeling
In giving up the life that gives this meaning
Look if you believe in
It's you that I want to be with
Yes its you I want to be with
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11. |
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Amnion nest, two wings at rest
dominion plants a seed
acrobats' hand outstretched in youth
now floating upon the breeze
Feeling, flying, falling, keeping
kiss from ruby cheek
Glowing, gleaming, sowing, seeding
Meteor hits a dream
nihili umbra
umbra nihili
anam cara anam cara
anam cara anam cara
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12. |
Patient (Demo)
03:35
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All my days are spun in a revolving door
Feeling needing healing only stung and sore
The pain I knew to get to you unflown
Somewhere up the rise I'll find you finally
Floating in your arms of sky lit vibrantly
I'll feel the sun and know as one through you
This sun shy made moon sign to glow
And you're reflected
Don't care how long I have to wait
Any day or year is none too late
Your hand in mine
in time
I know
will make it worth it
Don't care how long I have to wait
This life or next is none too late
And yes, we'll never know just where the ladder goes
But at the thought of you, my heart does overflow
My heaven wife
My only life
Free
This sunshine made moon sign to glow
You're so worth it, I know
Don't care how long I have to wait
Any day or year is none to late
Your hand in mine
in time
I know
will make it worth it
don't care how long I have to wait
Any day or year is none too late
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13. |
Maybe
03:39
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Maybe sun will shine today
Maybe all the clouds will be on their way
the moon's my home and Earth is out in space
mind unmade and body of the clay
My darling wears the mystery
with a violet voice of star debris
maybe you are her and she is me
showing is the woman not to see
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14. |
Cup of Tea (demo)
03:59
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you nest in me
and dress the breeze
up the rise from a hallway of holes
free
sheep of snow lie down
amongst the rounds
blown in bled from a bound bale of leaves
freed
Never had me a home
Till I dove in and rose
From the lakes that had froze
Where no lantern has glown
Free
Never had me a home
Till I dove in and rose
From the lakes that had froze
Where no lantern has glown
dawn silk fire light
outstretch and rise
heat to clasp from a cup of tea
for three
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15. |
Sea Green
03:06
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Juliet flipped pennywish into fountain knit unstitched
A denishawn dancer gone with echo lawn and kiss
fire-ant flood presidents who pig to win shake hands
with violin faced mannequins and peppermint scent kin
The moon men method actors pinpoint a pale unknown to linen white
They pidgin speak the alphabet smiling only from the apple eye
needle-necked brass architects are leveling the lots
movie stars in bumper cars and shipwreck arms in rot
celibates bake wedding cakes in bachelor pads on wheels
strawberry blondes awake and yawn in twilight cairn fields
The moon men method actors pinpoint a pale unknown to linen white
They pidgin speak the alphabet smiling only from the apple eye
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16. |
Lighthouse
02:08
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17. |
Sleepwalker
02:46
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I woke up in her belly with the curio keys
and the language of memory
in the abandoned theater when the movie's let out
mid-air over trampoline
night after night
up-spun tornado house sunrise
day after day
a child of water waves
there away, he'll find in locomotive insane
what crows and numbers really mean
I traverse the lunar hills in gathering up
the tobacco pipes of beaux esprits
night after night
sweet rest stung alive and lunate rise
day after day
the origin of age
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18. |
Nightingale (demo)
03:09
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valley of chimes climbed a valentine prayer
wind leapt the ridge up the rope of her hair
lead me to you
back home
New day on mountain old
A man of the mind is a ruffian saint
A child of the heart wears a laughter of paint
Born on the hill, and died in a cave
Here, what's to keep is what was given away
The Dali clocks scend with the docks swept away
With favors of sun from piñata of rain
Lead me to you
Back home
New day on mountain old
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19. |
You in the Room
03:05
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20. |
Buried
02:40
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Here beneath the sheets
It feels safe, but it’s very hard to breathe
Here beneath the leaves
The flashlight like a halo at your feet
I want my time capsule back
I want my time capsule back
I salvaged the souls of coals
when the wildfire had eaten all the trees
Still beneath the street
I think it’s morning, but it’s awful hard to see
I want my time capsule back
I want my time capsule back
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21. |
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22. |
Sandstorm Blues (demo)
01:51
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Speak to me
Like summer in the leaves
Like arrow from the start to linen nines
Take my hand
Like sea to shape the sand
How and why is the feeling of the woman that’s on my heart
Come with me
To there where two can be
Somewhere forever forming and alive
Near and far
Is exactly who you are
How and why is the feeling of the woman that’s on my heart
I belong to gamma rays
And places without names
No one can deny it all the same
Speak to me
Like autumn at the beach
How wide is the feeling of the woman that’s on my heart?
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23. |
Lost Balloon (demo)
04:36
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The tin man tends the harvest
The lion sleeps an eye awake
The scarecrow on my shoulder speaks in dustings from the frame
Sweet cricket quilted hills
Tune howling island
The herons part their bills
So I can climb in
That fickle peter rabbit chased my piper to the grave
Once when Nemo had a mother
Men wore sequins and feathered lace
Forsaken maiden names peek from the cherrystones
The walrus burned the trees and blessed the ozone
Once his scurvy sailors trapped my baleen in a cave
I tried with all my worthy might to swim to somewhere safe
Came hellion reddened rusted spears and the arcs of old harpoons
to turn me into skies of lost balloons
Down, down, down
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24. |
Pretty One (Demo)
04:23
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The you of not to do unwraps the sun
Bella Luna blankets up the lawn
Lucille paints the night to meet the dawn
to keep awhiles away and on the run
bum, bum, bum, bum, ba, ba
I only mean not to mean
the mirror repeats
a stranger moves my tongue each time I speak
the rainbow leaves her lipstick on his cheek
and wraps the land in lovesick vanishing
you dance on the crest of a wave
pretty one, in the sun
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25. |
Happy Alone (demo)
02:49
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Someone who acts every part in the play and remains
humbled of hopes with a rope to the highest gate
teeth like a mountain chain
arms like a monoplane
yeah, happy alone is your home
all that was held in the hand was the sand of the weight
you're the daughter and son of a man with a myriad names
And every form is pure
Becuase you have been every one
yeah happy alone is your home
teeth like a mountain chain
arms like a monoplane
yeah, happy alone is your home
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26. |
Aqua (demo)
03:15
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Just for you
Fell vaulted light
Held to dark across scar slated ice
Unfolded flower in morning ribbons feels to dream
of aqua shoals and sailor's wake
sharks in flight beneath the break
Alone anew
This night will fly
Wind of stars
Window met boundless sky
When glooms to gold his hello swept her dusted rays
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27. |
And The Raindrops (demo)
04:14
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lost airplane pilots rise and glide the open sea
dusk upon the sleeper's pillow
sonar in concentric echo
the truth of the word is still hollow
ever so fleet to follow
the railway lines that squeak and cry
had showed the road back home to why
a diamond eyesore, hard hats dot the steel frame
spoken fields, color wheels
a wink of luck is looking up
the city is full of stardust
aiming to brim fill surplus
it's neon plight
colliding bright
with all its men in tow alike
Stone cinema
unfound, unwavering pictures of time
up the cliffs of silica
lonely's lambs lie in the empty swimming pools
the orchestra is going solo
circus fires and heliotropes
the sound of no voice is healing
gone of mind, here of feeling
to climb the wind
by tooth and skin
as it led me back to you my friend
Sand cinema
unfound, unwavering pictures of time
up the cliff basilica
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28. |
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29. |
This Family (demo)
02:52
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We're flying across the sea
The sunup eye upon
My jewel and Italy
sleeping with her headphones on
mhm my darling to cherish forever
mhm our life is as light as a feather
her mother will meet us there
We’ll drive through tuscany
to the port of Livorno
where we’ll catch the last ferry
mhm, this family and life go together
mhm, so wholly complete I just shiver
Now we’re sharing our pictures
and trading histories
her brother and sister laughing at the fool i used to be
Mhm, I’ll take where I’ve been just to get here
Mhm, through her may my soul see much clearer
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30. |
It's Real (demo)
02:07
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We kissed when the moon had rose
Two-stepped the mist aglow
And traded shadows in the dim and cast them to the deep
Now gone, our names in hearts of sand
We'll drive to the nearest town
Arrive and eat our dinner out
Then settle in our nook and read til we shut out the bedside lights
We’ll cuddle in and share a prayer then say goodnight
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31. |
The Key (ruff)
03:26
|
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Up stairway blind
Wide winding into narrowing
May soon weave memory's ribbon in the west end wing
So turned to face the door where favor holds the key
Alone to be with the love in seeing grand hands that point to the nines
The scenes that fly by every sleeping passenger
maneuver mind then tether to the messenger
There are a hundred ways to kneel and kiss the ground
all sight in sound if crying out
When two climb to where one meets
Beside awake
Inside I may be free
In doing it's undone
So I'll just leave to thee the winters of a heart
There is a room the dark can never close upon
Its keyhole leaves a flower on each winter lawn
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32. |
Sweet Earth (demo)
02:34
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Island eyes in a hang glide
Undreaming, unneeding and free
Upstream drained from a world unnamed
A want to know where
then go there
to be
a peeling palisade and a lantern casting shade
may long for eons whose neon filled the seas
the mountains crack and break upon the curtains of the lake
near now to faraway in neonate belief
a peeling palisade and a lantern casting shade
may long for eons whose neon filled the seas
the mountains crack and break upon the curtains of the lake
clear now to faraway in neonate belief
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33. |
Crash Test Dummy
04:19
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can you shed the leaves of your beliefs?
head stuck in the balustrade
sipping on a lemonade
the mystery always wide is all that's been
from foggy fenland baladeer
whispering prattle in my ear
while I pretend with widened eyes to wake
Blown through sugarcane
the glow of castle candle lifts the winter from her face
wave hand in hand
flown cooly though the narrows mending warmly like a friend
kitschy kismet kinfolk write the play
With popped balloons and google eyes
Up paisley patterns that hypnotize
They circle off the shore as fearful fins
I lock eyes with my mother
and tell her that I love her
and she lays a pinstriped blanket at my feet
I lift the rock to find the yellowed grass
and evening in it’s rocking chair
The love you seek is everywhere
The one unbroken chain of all that’s been
is bound to you ancestrally
lazing on a living breeze
to dip and lift the birds of nines of hearts
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34. |
Kannon
02:34
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35. |
June Song (demo)
02:27
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You and me
Soon to be
gone but not to going
Lift to kind
One more time
We'll wind the winter away
Be my sea
Set me free
Fill my hills with roses
Keep no time
Pay no mind
Your now is my forever
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36. |
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When will we wake?
Go in through the gate
Glowing
|
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37. |
Night Light
02:30
|
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38. |
Fountain
02:08
|
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39. |
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You with the smile of sand and the sea at your feet
Mimed by the voices of many
Tip of their fingers drawn up to your lips
With eyes kept behind to remind you where you've never been
Chasing the columns to infinity
Their vanishing point leads you to the beginning
You're a maestro free, always angeling
A yes-flower unfolding
Blue and aqua green around my body
When you find one awake 'neath the ice that wasn’t made to break
Going and gone to get up, I laugh out as the meadow dreaming
There’s love in the lamplight with mystery moon eyed
A wish in the window with laureate wreath on the gate
Hope-handed hell queen of diamonds
Dealt by the bloodhound men that sute in threes
Picking fights in the night for two wrongs and one right, it seems
But the sun wouldn’t dare to flare eternally
And the moon doesn’t mind with it’s shadow behind
Got a friend to be in a flight of leaves
Now is his memory
Red and yellow weaves around my body
When you find one by name in the danced fire not to tame
Going and gone, to get out of the howl of a shadow bleating
There’s love in the lamplight with mystery moon eyed
Showing is the woman not to see
Knowing is the man in an empty seat
You with the smile of sand and the sea at your feet
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40. |
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41. |
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42. |
I Do (Demo)
03:49
|
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43. |
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Miss echo, stirring the meadow moths
in every which way, unwrapped in her formless arms
I’m not the enemy you so desperately want
I know enough to see the haunts
ooh luana lou
your marriage is a rose with the dead petal blues
to a meddling man who talks like chalk
i can’t be a lie ’n still walk the walk
The lawn-chair mystic in lydian lipstick shouts
But my wisdom teeth ought to keep stupid from talking out loud
Owl lit, icy parliament burn and rebound
I know enough to wait it out
ooh what’ll you do
when you're faint as a rose with the dead petal blues?
here’s the pantomime police, he spills the pills
i can’t be a lie ’n still keep my will
my crests curl and pound at the sandy docks
My seafloor swirls and floods from the mountaintops
I’m not the enemy you so willingly taught
I know enough to not want
ooh luana lou
your mirage is a rose with the dead petal blues
to a matinee man in a midnight maze
i can’t be alive ’n still feel that way
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44. |
A Wedding Day (demo)
03:01
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The bride is in the hall
as silver out of sight
though the west wing haunts, cupid twirls blind
from the cracks of the bells
and arches spread like wings
cov’ring me with winded imprints of her ring
the congregation soft-hums in palindrome
i don’t feel afraid
i know that I’m alone
The minutemen of hours shoot the moon admired
she kisses me with smoke
and flees up to the spires
pounding the headaches out
with a fist full of pale
returning as summer hail
(I’m not here to belong)
teething in suspense
The groom is indiscreet
posion in his heart
and flowers at his feet
Fire coats his eyes and laughter fills his coat
Pennies flood the fountain 'neath his ferryboat
the fast-motion candle sinks
to the dead sea on fire
the truth is a filthy liar
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45. |
Patient (other demo)
03:29
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46. |
Beyond Why (demo)
03:35
|
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quarter mile to parking meter, 4th wall in the freakout theater
cover me up my eyes
make of me nowhere’s light
Acrobat caught hand to meeting moon applause and crowd unblinking
Cover me up my eyes
Make of me second sight
The sand angel sings Lucille
She’s the bandit to the wits of the imaginal night
Oh ee, and the ballerina architect to arial bride
In frown and laugh
makes a domino act; Say hello to complicated clown
In confusion does the permission dove feeble fly and vent at all unsound
she as sun to sonnet waking
he impaled, a canvas saying
cover me up my eyes
Make of me nothing's light
blue to truth, but red to feeling
Faintless dawns an awning evening
Anywhere else in white
making me nothing’s light
The vast island screams Lucille
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47. |
Rocketship (demo)
02:36
|
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48. |
In Spirit (demo)
03:40
|
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49. |
Seafoam (demo)
03:25
|
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slow to love
and quick to fear
could i take another year?
never asked, but all i want
is to be heard
i’m a july christmas wreath
my cricket wise left me to bleed
urge may fill these silly arms
but i’ll get hurt
a life outside a body
nothing’s gonna bring me back
but my love
for an empress
swept off the beach
lost at sea
slow to talk, and slow to wake
how much slow can someone take?
i don’t need to be admired
just heard
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50. |
Starrily Yours (demo)
03:35
|
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Umbrella, sun, beach, and towel
Men unbroken in scowl
covered up
with autumn humming the hint
pepper vine
and briar root on her skin
birthday boy dressed in black
a rabbit pulled from the hat
silent said
from windows high in the gate
sunken brine
impaled sink of carbonate
You're open-gate, far away now
And I'm open-gate, far away now
There’re things I’ve not been saying
Tar and pitch hope is making
battlefields
of lapis meadows so sweet
sliver alms
and lily pads in the sheets
You're open-gate, far away now
And I'm open-gate, far away now
You're open-gate, far away now
And I'm open-gate, far away now
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51. |
I Do (other demo)
04:19
|
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Flat half-past with a cast and a handful of jacks
I learned from before and I knew as it were to relax
How I do
Yeah I do
The city of drums and the hum of the fun in the sun
The sound is of many but the silence knows only of one
Don't you?
Her four flower name is what's left
the roman alphabet falls around her crown
medallion gleams in the sun
I never feel apart
We've shared it from the start
He hangs our picture from a cloud
He hangs our picture from a cloud
Acclivity sings in the glow of the show on their shoes
Up utility poles full of flyers saying "keep being you"
I got no choice
I don't speak by voice
Her four flower name is what's left
the roman alphabet falls around her crowned medallion gleam in the sun
I never feel apart
We've shared it from the start
He hangs our picture from a cloud
He hangs our picture from a cloud
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52. |
Attempts
03:07
|
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i might
let you
down
and hurt you
but these attempts overwrite
these attempts overwrite
i might
have to
i tried
not to
but these attempts overwrite
these attempts overwrite
|
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53. |
♫♩♩♫
02:59
|
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54. |
Beyond These Things
02:25
|
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Don’t need candle, book, or bell
glow blown out, rain of wishes melts
Flying eyes, and room to wake
through pitch, the moon would spill its coins of light on the waterway
The last goodbye, and second sight
Gone are voices upholding mine
swung from chandelier tonight
a toasting to the bride
doves rest wings beyond these things
on wave wounded seas lifting blue to green
from rusted hills and riverbends
two eyes above the mountaintops
on stairs of western wind
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55. |
Too Shy (demo)
02:01
|
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There never was an enemy, but the thought put into everything
There's nothing to prove, everything's still the same
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56. |
Aries
04:49
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57. |
The Owen Rose Garden
02:17
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58. |
Junejulyaugust
03:16
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you could've laughed, but you held it back
morning will fan the lanterns again
you were the one she held like a gun
midday will burn, engines a blur
Oh the things you've endured
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59. |
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60. |
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he's mid december
his lanterns leading
to hearths of heavens
speaking like antiques
through window a sundown
the scent of a shiver
a hawk on the rocker
and a heart that doesn't belong
soon makes him summer
the bells of meeting
flew fields of lovers
all smiles, a flowering
But the weatherman's whistling
past metal men anchored
a box full of empty
and a heart that doesn't belong
a heart that lives in a song
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61. |
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62. |
Marmalade
05:59
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shadow of love
I'm thinking of you all the time
heart and soul
her wings will pull the static line
set to drift
abandon ship at middle c
the tide had fled
while stardust bled a mystery
her tears become the clouds now
in sympathy
I'd go anywhere with you now
as nobody
summer breeze and autumn leaves will fill the air
the sun will show and weave its glow without a care
while she sleeps her energy will wander free
and kiss the coasts whose whispered ghosts lay trembling
her tears become the clouds now
in sympathy
I'd go anywhere with you now
as nobody
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63. |
Excited
04:14
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"what’s wrong with me today?"
the deadpan chatter deals
wearing smiles of rusty nails
and water damaged pinwheels
you know you really make it hard to be anyone
and I’ve got everything i need to makes some terrible decisions
it’s so exciting
the dying sky looked like
flower petals and orange peels
i’ll twirl as a ceiling fan
till i’m twisted in the reels
retreating into a shy
assassins in your blood
you might never catch a break
but not a soul on earth deserves it
and you don’t deserve it
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64. |
Sleep (Cycle)
02:51
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that was now
this is then
scattered
in self defense
smile through bloody fangs
break me out again
break me out again
temporary friend, yeah, fix me up again
the wolves are getting thin
so fake me out till then
fall asleep with the cat
dream of acrobats
wake up feeling hatched
break me out again
break me out again
temporary friend, yeah, fix me out again
my stomach's getting thin
so fake me out till then
my stomach's getting thin
so don't wait up again
my stomach's getting thin
i can't hate myself again
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65. |
Too Shy (version1)
02:24
|
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There never was an enemy, but the thought put into everything
There's nothing to prove, everything's still the same
|
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66. |
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67. |
Crayonangelmania
02:25
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68. |
Celluloid (guitar)
02:13
|
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bloodroots bloomed
a heaven's gate
guarded by the hounds of hell
the film will warp
and they'll all wear
a water damaged smile
slept beneath a four leaf clover
dreams had left me painted over
shivers of sharks
circle the crowns of ancient kings and queens
their fossil teeth
clenched in the dirt
but soon to be born anew
flirting with the opposition
eternity is a premonition
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69. |
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70. |
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71. |
Near-Syncope (demo)
04:53
|
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overnight in the hospital
trying not to faint
i came to spin off-kilter
in hopes that you might stay
cause your sun might burn my clouds away
im laughing with the nurse
between the words she slurs
one day the loaded questions
will fill their guns
an incomplete impression
of bloody webs been spun
kind angel, sweet heaven’s song
the doctor’s stumbling in
feels better on oxygen
i heard whispers down the hall
and i knew they belonged to me
she lifted me on her wings
before i could’ve ever known
if i had, i would’ve never gone
but if i can’t return, take care…
I love you
Farewell
i woke up on a crowded beach
and nobody knew me
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72. |
Dance of the Arachnids
01:24
|
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73. |
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74. |
Sigh of God (Pianodance)
02:04
|
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75. |
Fountain (piano)
01:39
|
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76. |
Too Shy (Strings)
01:09
|
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There never was an enemy, but the thought put into everything
There's nothing to prove, everything's still the same
|
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77. |
Dystopian Waltz (demo)
02:53
|
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my plutonian dream is a hellfire home
the earth had imploded to dust
and left me to float
so what else can i do?
i know when enough’s enough
and that’s enough to know
i don’t want to fill my head with things i don’t need
the sad band in my brain
plays all night long
they might keep me awake
but they teach me the song
so what else can i do?
I know when enough’s too much
it isn’t hard to know
but knowing’s a gentle trill
beneath the fury of the crescendo
in a plutonian dream
it’s safer alone
and if i think not at all
i’ll remember what it was like before i was born
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78. |
Puppy Dog
00:57
|
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79. |
Miji the Baby Kinton
02:06
|
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80. |
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Frayed angels fleeing steam whilstles wheezing
Locomotive screaming
Flash flood, all curled up in my seashell galaxy
My pajama universe and the mij is all I need
The pining rain
in pails beneath the eaves
to soil, it drains
beneath the moon
where spirit breathes
Stone faced father
Bubblegum daughter
And phantom brother
Flash flood all curled up in the warmth of a giant's hand
the sunshine sings to me with the garden as its band
to clay, I sank
playing the body like a breeze
To feed and crank
the hum of cats
and strum of bees
Pretty soon to be, love
of the malm you're made up
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81. |
Nova (acoustic)
02:29
|
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Thank you for the memory of never having said hello
it's easy as 1, 2, 3!
just grab your hat
and coat
and leave your body on the ground
without a shadow of a doubt
yeah, yeah, mister shadow of a doubt
mister shadow of a doubt
never then and never now
"god bless you!"
either i'm ordained
or my body's not yet immune
i love you
and i don't feel a thing
your labor of love will see your tears become the clouds
without a shadow of a doubt
yeah, yeah, mister shadow of a doubt
mister shadow of a doubt
never then and never now
Shiver, shiver
i feel no pain
without or with her
i hid my face
with a poisoned fruit
in a business suit
thank you for the memory of never having said hello
it's easy as 1, 2, 3!
just grab your hat
and coat
and leave your body on the ground
without a shadow of a doubt
yeah, yeah, mister shadow of a doubt
mister shadow of a doubt
never then and never now
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82. |
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Her wings erode the steep
in a witch's beauty sleep
conveyor belts displace
invention's grave mistakes
infants will follow the ghosts of elders who loved them the most
i'm folded in her books
tucked away with care
devoured by teething dreamclouds
of fevers in her hair
infants will follow the ghosts of elders who loved them the most
Wait for the day when tomorrow will know what yesterday brought for the future to hold
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83. |
Petals
02:39
|
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bed of leaves
tea steeped
the petals fell
the petals fell
clove oil
burnt soil
the petals fell
the petals fell
Her heaven is the spring
Her heaven is the spring
Her heaven is the spring
Her heaven is the spring
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84. |
Deep Blue (harp)
03:04
|
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85. |
Spooky, Scary!
02:04
|
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you're so good to me
blue-end energy
wipe my memory
and teach me everything
i'm so glad you're here
ditch me, then reappear
you're so good to me
you're my chemistry
safe from safety
soothing and seething
you're so good to me
siphoned energy
repressed memory
willful, or so i think
a half-life swallowed whole
a swallowed holiness
you're so good to me
blessed, so to speak
nightfall, lamplit
landfall, seasick
You're so "uh huh"
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86. |
Blue No. 1
03:43
|
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Back to the earth
absorbed by the dirt
just to resist or disperse
out of your element
an 'oh well' in a cell
he'll break you for fun
fill spots on the sun
and gasp when you're dying for air
the phantom of everything
the blue in the green
overheard
sparks into flames
oceans to tame
a black widow trapped in its web
a whisper of sentience
a whisper of worth
back to the earth
absorbed by the dirt
angels will spawn broken wings
out of your element
the shell of a bell overheard
overheard
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87. |
Blue No. 2 (On and On)
02:22
|
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deep blue
i've been falling down for you
when i think of things you do
it sends me spinning on and on (on and on and on and on)
spinning on and on (on and on and on and on)
deep blue
i'm loosing every single day
i don't know why it feels ok
you send me spinning on and on
(on and on and on and on)
spinning on and on
(on and on and on and on)
venom eyes and poison smile
here to kick me out of style
say we'll be together everyday
in your arms
destructive worlds
an endless stream of bad referrals
i'll patiently erase
deep blue
(on and on and on and on)
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88. |
Ice Caps
07:49
|
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I was once a simple child
Nursery rhymes and single file
From one to ten they count, I learned to hide
Passengers in crooked aisles
We’re set apart 10,000 miles
We dreamt of a world that would keep us fast asleep
Don’t wait
Paint it in my sympathies
Ice caps drowned in antifreeze
We lost our minds and learned to live without
Thin tired stars burn out
I’m in a dead balloon
Reaching to touch the moon
Say it will happen soon
That’ll be the day
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89. |
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90. |
Moon River (cover)
01:57
|
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(lyrics by johnny mercer)
moon river
wider than a mile
i'm crossing you in style
someday
oh dream maker
you heart breaker
wherever you're going
i'm going your way
two drifters
off to see the world
there's such a lot of world to see
we're after the same rainbow's end
waiting round the bend
my huckleberry friend
moon river and me
|
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91. |
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92. |
Ice Cream Sundae
02:31
|
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93. |
Why Does the Roof Leak?
01:26
|
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94. |
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95. |
Sigh of God(zilla)
02:17
|
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96. |
Are You In The Band?
02:42
|
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97. |
Little Room
03:41
|
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they told me that i was dying
and i asked them, "what's the bad news?"
the trees all look like they're shivering
while she's chasing a balloon
not even you can tell
i cross the street in a hurry
cause the cars are all waiting
i think of times when it's easier
to tune out and say nothing
not even you can tell
but it's so pretty in my little room
there are no breathing holes in my little room
not worth the space that i occupy
but i'm stuck and still breathing
always trying your luck when
the world's unlucky
only i can tell
|
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98. |
The Rainy Season
02:30
|
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when i caught the sparks
my heart bled of stars
still i missed the mark
the universe reversed to death
"you've got this bad
worse than i had"
if you're so sure,
then build me a home in the roots
|
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99. |
[Aimless, Nameless]
04:32
|
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recalled from when she was so young
she could do what she wanted
the relatives they never knew
trapped in the frames atop the stairs
she couldn't help but stare
she painted her face black and white to hide her temptation
the talk of the town couldn't form a complete sentence
stubborn like sentiment
spending your time designing the weight of the blade
the beautiful razor's edge that emptied me out at the vein
something about you is off
and something's the same
you blew out your last dying breath just in time for the weekend
out to make sense of an aimless and nameless amenity
you'd said it with certainty
spending your time designing the hate of the flame
the beautiful razor's edge that emptied me out at the vein
do it
and do it
and do it
and do it again
meanwhile, i saw your face in the moon
spending your time designing the weight of the blade
the beautiful razor's edge that emptied me out at the vein
do it and do it again!
meantime
meanwhile
meanwhile, i saw your face in the moon
|
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100. |
Winter In the Room
04:12
|
|||
one cold cup of tea
to dissipate
the roar of the crowd
i fabricate
i'll drift aloofly tonight
i'm hardly living anyway
remnants left to torch
of pins in my skin
the moss on my bones
may blush shove the sky
i'll drift aloofly tonight
the blue moon missing overhead
i'll never be bored - i'm too amazed
an orphaned planet bound to implode
to dust and float
|
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101. |
Ω
02:44
|
|||
102. |
Blank Page Story
03:18
|
|||
you wear a face that isn't yours
as much as you wish it was
it wouldn't make a difference anymore
cause no one gets to know you well
you keep yourself inside a cage
it seems to be some black hole with no escape
you know your world's not a stage
more like a box that blocks the day
underneath these hidden scars
is a past and present pain
you never want to take it very far
cause there's always some blackened bruise that you think awaits
let's hope it won't come down to this
time's almost up
still your story is a blank page
if everything seems out of place
you're probably right where you belong
there's no reason to disturb my tight unsealed fate
no way
no way
|
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103. |
Pterodactyls
07:11
|
|||
Somewhat impartial
Out of order
I want it to be
I wanted to be on the wings of pterodactyls
Buried in the clay
Buried in the clay
Wise night owls were dumb in daylight
Made assumptions
About assumptions
Safety firsthand, warm Decembers
I fled the crime scene
I was the crime scene
Stones had skipped beneath the surface
To reverse what you’ve performed
Dig me up from the gravel
Hold me tightly, let me go
I am still right here
Yeah
I am still right here
If you follow my voice
I’ll lead you right back here
Somewhat impartial
Doctor’s order
I wanted to be
We were the wings of pterodactyls
Buried In the clay
Buried in the clay
|
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104. |
As The Credits Play
03:24
|
|||
105. |
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106. |
Existence
03:10
|
|||
you couldn't save yourself
always incomplete unless you're someone else
feeling like a castaside
the cell that wouldn't subdivide
for fear of what's next
i won't ever be the catalyst
looking like a soldier and a pacifist
multiple identities
laughing at my enemies to pass the time
cause i don't exist
i don't exist
You can't be in tune with everything
shooting in the dark just to be anything
a stranger to your former lives
cause none of them would testify or let you in
and i don't exist
i don't exist
|
||||
107. |
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108. |
Fleurs
02:40
|
|||
In the garden
Evil flowers
Venus flytrap
Killing hours
I’m not stable
But I’m happy
Drunken cupid
Slinging arrows
At hearts of tragedy
Bloody sparrows
I’m not healthy
But I’m happy
I’ll wait for you alone
Here with the reaper I’ve sown
|
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109. |
Graphite
03:35
|
|||
Blanket on the window while I’m shivering in bed
Maintenance of flawless contact with the landlords in my head
I like the sun when it’s not rising
I’m drawn from lines quickly blurring
If I’m really all that boring, I’d expect you to tell me
Or we can pretend there’s something there
There’s nothing there
She said she really liked to party
I sighed and asked if it was her birthday
My heart belongs inside a notebook
This longing is full of ends that never meet
I’m like the sun when it’s not rising
Drawn from lines quickly blurring
If I’m really all that boring, I’d expect you to tell me
Or we can pretend there’s something there
There’s nothing there
|
||||
110. |
Harm
05:23
|
|||
Am I stable?
Did the dopamine stick?
waking easy, couldn't feel my body
warriors in my bloodstream
False are all alarms
Still flirting with harm
the asbestos in the house makes me dizzy
kept my patience in a heart and a locket
With gold leaf in my pockets
False are all alarms
Still flirting with harm
Catch me by the arm
And take me back home
|
||||
111. |
Haunt
02:58
|
|||
Fixated and left broken
Lucid terror sleep
our eyes met upon asylum
Smiles too big; something’s wrong
Stuck under it
All over it
Easy doesn’t always do it
Just ask the disease
Stuck in my imagination
Building worlds of ball and string
Stuck under it
All over it
|
||||
112. |
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A faded figure on negatives
That can’t see straight
He is never satisfied
Let’s just leave it at that
Reach out to touch
I loved you too much
Stand still while I take a picture
In memories that will haunt my dreams
When you’re too sick to feel, too weak to think
The records grace the floor
My face is an empty paint palette
They speak in a foreign tongue
|
||||
113. |
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114. |
Where?
04:09
|
|||
I took my life apart to be alone
Shaping with frail hands
the strangest home
I outgrew my roller skates and bicycle
I outgrew my body and my smile
Where are you now?
the foreigner was the hometown hero
I won to plagiarize his eulogy
I outgrew my roller car and sidewalk chalk
I outgrew the body that I’m still in
Where are you now?
|
||||
115. |
LaLaLa
03:01
|
|||
Watch parades of shade
Through passing glances
Fairy bones and dust
In dim expanses
Lalalalalalala
He won’t accept his award
Bury me alive
And keep me breathing
I’ll become the dirt
And grass receding
Lalalalalalala
He won’t accept his award
|
||||
116. |
Lost
01:44
|
|||
117. |
Moonlight Tonight
02:06
|
|||
I hold the moon at night but morning takes it all away
I can’t tell you cause I can’t think of a thing to say
You’re a ghost to me now, say it’s not real
Got so used to the prescription that it’s useless now
I can’t see a future when my past is always acting out
You’re a ghost to me now, say it’s not real
You’re a joke to me now, say it’s not real
|
||||
118. |
Snowglobe
01:20
|
|||
The cherry flavor in the medicine made me feel sick
I’m the weatherman making forecasts in a snow globe
I learned the problem was the answer, so I stopped asking questions
I can’t complain, and I can’t stand it
My body’s hollow as a hologram
And I’m sorry if you’re losing me…
But I hope you stay
|
||||
119. |
Carousel
01:56
|
|||
120. |
The Royal Family
02:28
|
|||
The royal family
Is bound towards poverty
The sick confusion in my brain
Won’t go away
Still in black and gray
The 15th infantry brigade
ten thousand soldiers
Marching towards a certain death
Naivety behind a veil of bravery
The royal family
Has got it made
The sick illusion of control
The best advice came from your vices
|
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121. |
Six Feet Beneath
02:08
|
|||
The sun don’t shine for me
The sun don’t shine for me
what do i have to be
The sun don’t shine for me
counting the cars on the street till I fall back asleep
She don’t sing for me
She don’t sing for me
What do I have to be?
To get out from in between?
my face is a spot on the sun
I’m already deceased
The sun don’t shine for me
The sun don’t shine for me
what do i have to be?
The sun don’t shine for me
filling the gaps you create
till i can't fall asleep
everyone's out on the town
and i'm six feet beneath
she's so in love with herself
and i'm six feet beneath
|
||||
122. |
Night Owl
03:29
|
|||
When you’re asleep
I’m restless
I’ll stick it out until morning comes
Tired of indecision deciding for me
If you’re awake, I'm sorry
I’m showing no vital signs
These spotlights make me want to hide
I’m past the point of wondering who or why or how
For what it’s worth, you’re still worth it
If you wake up
Don’t call for me
4 AM didn’t come easy
Chaos is situational I guess
But situations are forever forming
And worlds so tall become nothing at all
|
||||
123. |
A Reminder!
00:05
|
|||
124. |
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The highlights in her eyes are more brilliant today
Crying, distant and dreaming, there’s nothing I could do or say
She looks brilliant today
I’m a walking paradox,
I stand up on my own
Through the windshield and rain
Everything looks overblown
Still it feels like home
Losing consciousness
Ciloxan, anacin
Pages turn in reverse
Leading the story astray
I can’t tell what I am
Feeling less human each day
But maybe it’s better this way
Maybe it’s better this way
She looked brilliant today
|
||||
125. |
Talk
03:09
|
|||
You always ask how I am
What’s it look like to you
I’m sick of these plans
They never tell me the truth
Thanks for your concern but I don’t wanna talk
I’m sorry but I just want to sleep and not watch the clock
Why do you feel this way?
Is there anything wrong?
I think it’s just how I am
It’s been like this so long
I’ve played these tricks on myself thinking nothing is wrong
But I like it here in my cage where I know I belong
But don’t you want to become someone?
I don't know what you mean
I think everyone’s someone
No that’s not what I meant
I think you misunderstood
No I don’t believe that I did
I don't believe in believing
But don’t you know I care?
Man it’s been 20 weeks
I think you ought to move on
You’re growing up as a freak
And pretty soon you’ll be gone
Living wouldn’t be hard if it was for a day
A lifetime is so long I don’t know what to say
What’s to say?
|
||||
126. |
Sea
04:43
|
|||
Overboard in a sea of riddles
But only if I try
To maintain a stable environment
It’s one and the same
Embrace of the flame
The mirror image of another mirror
Just for the sake of you
It’s incomplete and I’m badly broken
The sun in the sea
Illusion is free
The sun in the sea
Delusion is free
Over bored in a sea of riddles
|
||||
127. |
Underwater
04:36
|
|||
It’s been a long walk home
I better calm myself; I’m aging quickly
It’s such a long time gone
The place is full of garbage and pictures that were bound to mean nothing
While I’m still bound to something that I can’t keep
Color blind through painter’s eyes
I hope to god that nobody will notice
The secrets I won’t dare to tell
Are colder than a love that you can’t hold onto
There’s nothing you won’t do
To make me feel blank as hell
I’m so glad it’s what you wanted
It’s all I know to do
I can’t help but feel like it’s all wrong
I mean it’s never really right
Why do you waste your time?
You don’t even like them
Do you? Do you?
You are a blue moon girl
It sucks cause he just doesn’t deserve you
And I wish that you knew it
I just hope you believe it
There’s nothing left to do
But watch the painting dry
While the world’s underwater
Where sound waves won’t reach you
When I say that you’re sweeter than
Than anyone I’ve come to know
|
||||
128. |
We Were Blind
04:18
|
|||
I’ll be your eyes if you can be mine
The change of the tides is making us blind
You said that you knew, as if overnight
In cold memory, you can’t overwrite
Half of the time I’m inclined to believe in something
Half of the time I’m inclined to decline
Thick on thin ice
Constant white light
Say what you will, say what I want
Soft as a ghost with nothing to haunt
Step out in light that still burns your eyes
You say that you hurt, but its hard to define
|
||||
129. |
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Say no
maybe someday
no thanks i’m already a ghost
say hey
maybe no way
there’s no place like (a funeral) home
always performative
never performing
always informative
never informing
What now?
maybe old age
the math whiz is a problem child
Stay gay
maybe some day
happy alcoholloween
|
||||
130. |
A Digestive Nightmare!
02:18
|
|||
my love for the world is the cause of my stomach pain
H. Pylori has unknown origins
a wishing well is fishing hell
woah man... woman
the will to life, but out of spite
sympathetic nerves act only in empathy
for increased resistance, you can chew salmonella meat!
a snapple a day makes the doctor say, "hey."
woah man... woman
her peppery sweetness made amends
|
||||
131. |
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132. |
Dystrophy
03:12
|
|||
sentences end in ampersands
anything to fill my hands
nothing left to bleed but dust
tidal waves of irony
in a sickly upset sea
foaming at the mouth and teeth
forced, i'm being used
hammer in the news
you'd never guess the name
I'm dying everyday
fertile soil in my lungs
chemicals that had their fun
abbreviating all you've won
sentences end in ampersands
anything to fill my hands
nothing left to bleed but dust
forced, i'm being used
hammer in the noose
you'd never guess the name
I'm dying everyday
oh! happy day!
anything to fill my time
anything to kill my time
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133. |
Oneironaut
02:09
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134. |
Don't Hesitate
02:48
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I could be you, I could be you
My time isn't free, there’s nothing to do
Fell down, fell up, fell backwards
I ran out of good excuses yeah
There’s a hole in the ground where my heart used to be
When it rains a lot, you can go for a swim
Dead before it hit the water
Holy ghost and son and
Father me, don’t bother me
lobotomy
I’m putting on airs, they are my clothes
I’m naked all the time, but it never shows
Fell down, fell up, fell backwards
Easy as a flip of the switchblade yeah
Tried to breathe easy but I breathed in too hard
My teacher told me to try it again
Dead before it hit the water
Medication
Ovulation
Blood relation
Don’t hesitate
it could be true, it could be true
i'm dead on arrival, but at least i arrived
Fell down, fell up, fell backwards
Easy as a flip of the switchblade yeah
There’s a hole in the ground where my heart used to be
when it's cold and snowy, it freezes over
Dead before it hit the water
Holy ghost and son and
Father me, don’t bother me
don't pray for me
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135. |
Bouquets
02:05
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Angels, pathless on their wings
Holding grand pianos by their strings
The breath of life confused you for an egg
Filling up their pockets with bouquets
I’m bleeding
I’m pleading
Thistle milk and velvet cabernet
Holding out their arms to wave away
I’m bleeding
I’m pleading
Second guess your only second chance
I’m bleeding
I’m pleading
I'm pleading
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136. |
Beautiful Now
02:07
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137. |
One In a Million
03:10
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138. |
Visions
02:53
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139. |
Dead Inside
04:06
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140. |
Meaningless
02:59
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141. |
Afraid (quilt version)
03:27
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every escape sends me further away from myself
a similar strain where all things look the same in this hell
then they'll say
you'll be ok
can't find a leader to follow
choked on the pill that i swallowed
i try everyday
there isn't a word i can stand when i speak it aloud
i can't make a stand with my subconscious, second-guess cloud
then they'll say
you'll be ok
can't find a leader to follow
choked on the pill that i swallowed
i try everyday
i'm a small one-dimensional stilllife
waiting for someone to say "it's over and done with, you'll come out and find you were never afraid"
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142. |
5:30 PM (4:30 version)
02:51
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here's the old familiar feeling no one understands
so i'll just hide away from all the world and live inside my head
it's beautiful and ugly every day
and when i'm here, i always want to stay
it's almost real
tell me what's the point of sight
when it's prettier at night
when nothing makes a sound
it's half past five, i'm still alive
so i did well today
just wish me luck because you never know just how tomorrow is
i turn the record everyday
and as i watch the clock, i slip away
it's so quiet
tell me what's the point of sight
when it's prettier at night
when nothing makes a sound
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143. |
A Night in the Life
02:13
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144. |
Wedding Song
01:28
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two of us take the trolley bus to the open sea
take my hand, angel in the sand, sleep right next to me
we'll turn our backs upon the sun
and face the darkness gone as one
we'll live and die, and both abide by reality
till death we part, but even then we'll start our harmony
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145. |
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she’s in tune with what she knows
doesn’t care if she’s a ghost
doesn’t empty out her host
no no
told to watch her attitude
hides inside her gratitude
no one sees her in her finest hour
hey hey
what do you say!
maybe she’ll come around
no no
wouldn’t you know
she would have died young by now
purveyor of sarcastic jabs
empress of the world gone mad
happy might as well be sad to her
she’s in tune with what she knows
doesn’t care if she’s a host
doesn’t wash up on the coast
oh no
hey hey
move out of the way
maybe she’ll come around
no no
wouldn’t you know
she would have died young by now
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146. |
Cherry Notes (demo)
03:03
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Got the doctor's orders
To stay inside
But it wouldn’t matter anyway
I like to hide
My head is like an old fridge
Buzzing bad
The future hasn’t happened
But it makes me sad
No plans
Where are you now, little one?
What do you want, setting sun?
Razor blades for eyelids
And grenades for hearts
a bleak and meekly person
That stops and starts
A raised alarm
Where are you now, little one?
What do you want, setting sun?
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147. |
Thru the Fuse (demo)
03:17
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Crooked still life, the apple hid your face
Keep them watching, barely entertained
Holy hours full of hope to tame
Poisoned hearts look pretty good on you
Half acceptance, only misconstrued
I for one, have burned through the fuse
And It’s colder here
And It’s colder here
And It’s colder here
And It’s colder here
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148. |
Son (demo)
02:32
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baby's born into his mother's arms
bright eyes darting till the early morning light
don't cry
your father loves you
your mother, she'll catch you when you fall
we'll guide you through life, you're beautifully young
how wonderful it is to have a son
show a smile, and you'll learn to walk
and maybe soon someday, you'll start to talk to us
dear boy
we'll always need you
but son we know that you will soon grow up
we'll guide you through life, you're beautifully young
how wonderful it is to have a son
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149. |
Sky Puddles (demo)
03:49
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150. |
Mismatched (demo)
02:28
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Precision lost a son
to an absent mother
while god was on and off
I married distant's daughter
The less you think, the less you’ll misconstrue
Smiling quiet, blue
to keep himself composed
He dreams of dead composers
and wakes up on the beach
while drowning in the ocean
the more you are, the less you’ll want to be
go thru the motions, then sleep
there’s comfort in what i'm doing
When i give my all to keep down fluids
Not wasting time watching hours
confusing May for April showers
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151. |
A Different Plane (demo)
02:51
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i guess whatever sinks your ship
lost at sea and ill equipped
at least he's safe from you
and talking in absolutes
i haven't been outside all night or day
and i can't tell what's here and what's slipped away
my spirit's in a different plane
the human realm was inhumane
at least you're safe and sound
even if you're just lying around
i learned how to talk at 17
and then i forgot by 23
i haven't been awake for years it seems
but she looks like the woman from my dreams
i learned how to talk at 17
but then i forgot by 23
i guess whatever sinks your ship
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152. |
Day Glo (demo)
01:47
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no fun
no fun
no one
undone
undone
no fun
not here
or there
don’t care
i’ve got a lot to do
pell mell
oh well
the world enraptured by the sound of a cello bowed
the burst of a star as the darkness bleeds day-glo
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153. |
Day Glo (Strings)
01:54
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154. |
Yellow Teeth (demo)
01:44
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I got teeth behind my eyes that tear the flesh from what is sacred
in my dreams i never die, and if i do, i just awaken
got a love that leaves me shaking
oh oh oh
got a nest in my chest for the dreams of sleeping beauty
slow of heart, needing rest from the riots and the looting
got a pain that's sharp and shooting
oh oh oh
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155. |
Crook And Flail (Ruff)
02:00
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156. |
Crook ang Flail (demo)
02:41
|
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the breathless impale
in crook and in flail
to crack in the heat
he'll save me a place
where the wise wear their jade
where evil goes to die and leaves me be
just leave me be
i wanted to scream
but i fell asleep
i speak with a dead-petal version of you
with rust upon my eyes
i’m favoring you favoring me
in remembrance
so leave and leave me be
just leave me be
i wanted to scream
but i fell asleep
i fell asleep
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157. |
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158. |
Not Gonna Be ok (demo)
03:19
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159. |
Out of the Way (demo)
02:11
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i'd rather be out of the way
cause i don't wanna hear what the people say
i've heard it before, it's such a bore that i sure couldn't take much more of
two can be happy alone
in the favor of an arial "I suppose"
i'm buried again in why and when and i know I don’t mean
i want to know you
i want to grow with you
and never keep you apart
i want to know you
i want to grow with you
but my poisoned angels keep us apart
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160. |
Daffodil (Demo)
02:36
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Cover my eyes
Spin me around
Top of the world
Burial mound
Feels what he sees, but only in sound
golden leaved
Him with the heart of cold command
Steering the world with his head in the sand
Nail held him in portrait held plans
mirror of teeth
When you shout with the sound down
Silent night wakes a ghost town
marionettes pull the sun down
when you come down
dybbuk of love poisoned my dreams
and laughed with the howl of the wind on the beach
She could’ve been you, but you’re really me in a memorial suit
Soon to be then just as it were
Girl in the wing, frozen mid-blur
Grandiose man speaks two-letter words
Snowed-in sleep
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161. |
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the joke’s gone sour
i gave myself to loss so i could feel at home
a stranger paces next to me when i keep to myself
but someday we will keep good company
yeah id like another try
will the wind show the pace of a guardian floating by
while i look the other way?
i asked the sign “why do the colors dry blue?”
he was so sincere
palo santo paints my memory pink
it isn't clear
but i disconnect my angels when i talk to you
as your self esteem weeps from room to room
yeah i’d like another try
will the wind show the pace of a guarding floating by?
i still look the other way
i asked the sign “why do the colors dry blue?”
his dumstruck glare
and the blurry wings he couldn’t catch on the joint of 6th and blair
a ballet sundown as lavender mutes the eves
she hangs her art
from the birdbath bone dry in grandma’s old backyard
blue blue blue blue
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162. |
Faceless People (demo)
02:03
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hardly fight or flight
today and every night
distant from the talk
that happens all around
nothing could be sure
and everything's undone
to take this remedy
is to swallow the sun
look at all the faceless people...
removed from every question
your head's a soundproof room
do you even have a sense?
do you know where you are?
yes i think i do
but not in the way you want
space is collapsing right behind my eyes
look at all the faceless people
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163. |
Lot (Not Vacant) [demo]
03:15
|
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164. |
The Amber Room (demo)
02:27
|
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You'll relive the scene from the scent of a memory
whose vapor seas absorb dead electricity
i won't hide to be more
burial mounds of lunar dust in the amber room
her aries laughter always gives me breathing room
i want high to be more
in your silvery arms
my sunny days are just a room to pace
but i don't mind
cause i don't try
i'm gonna win in the fight, i'm gonna cling to this life
but that's a lie
cause i don't try
i won't hide to be more
dead petals waver from the trellises
the souvenirs i've made look like fat elvises
i want high to be more
and i don't want to know
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165. |
The Question Song (demo)
02:58
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did you cross out what you wrote down?
do you fuck up and always miss out?
do you know everything there is to know about nothingness?
and nearly everything about what doesn't exist?
always notice what really happens
when you burn out before you begin
do you wear it like a curse?
do you wear it till it hurts?
do you like it now?
do you like it now?
are you free somehow?
oh how...
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166. |
Junkyard of Harps (demo)
01:26
|
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aim for the ground and you'll shoot for the stars
gathering the strings in a junkyard of harps
i've got a witch's broom in the place of my heart
mom takes her poison pill with our hands in a clasp
for the rest of my life i won't know where i'm at
in my tiny galaxy, nothing is wrong
there isn't a planet where i don't belong
and where there's a black hole, there's a space for the song
mom takes her poison pill with our hands in a clasp
for the rest of my life i won't know where i'm at
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167. |
Glass Jar (demo)
02:19
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i see through a big glass jar
abstracting everything
aligned in rows of crows
and junkyards of dreams
a broken down machine
of my own
he could've put the world under his microscope
and watched the parasites
empty out their hosts
takin the double dose
of my own
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168. |
New Broken Heart (demo)
03:19
|
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169. |
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170. |
Venus (demo)
02:49
|
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171. |
Neptune (Early version)
03:51
|
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172. |
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173. |
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174. |
What Now? (demo)
03:10
|
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175. |
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176. |
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177. |
Remains (Demo)
03:17
|
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178. |
Chaos within a Snowglobe
03:12
|
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179. |
By Your Side (Cover)
03:19
|
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180. |
Love
05:29
|
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181. |
Angel Numbers [demo]
04:25
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Angel numbers, it's your lucky day
the book that i'm in must be missing a page
i think of you and i don't wanna die
but I'm full of crooked choirs floating by
i'd say "i do" but that might be a lie
1-2-3-4 i'm tired of waking up in a war
liquored up
his honeyed hand does glow
he'll never admit the things his spirit knows
she reaches for the fossil of his hand
holds him near and dear from far away
a pretty stranger sometimes takes his place
1-2-3-4 i'm tired of waking up in a war
overboard in a forever flood of fire
watch over me
watch over me
watch over me
watch over me
watch over me
watch over me
watch over me
watch over me
watch over me
watch over me
Angel numbers, it's your lucky day
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182. |
Winterwhirl
01:02
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183. |
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184. |
12:34
01:15
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185. |
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186. |
Sunken garden (demo)
03:57
|
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you’re the sunken garden of the earth
shy and in retreat, but so adored by all
a sleeping curse that drags into the day
the hallowed lady came to wave you home
be mine
sunshine
may your weight break loose and fall away
bright night
moonlight
burning up in the shiver of the day
the mist of you and me will thaw and freeze
a symphony is flitting in the glow of eves
i can’t speak, but i don’t have to say
still and beaming, born of nothing
now
be mine
sunshine
may your weight break loose and fall away
bright night
moonlight
burning up the shiver of the day
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187. |
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188. |
Lady Lacuna (Vocal)
04:23
|
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189. |
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190. |
All is Forgiven
04:42
|
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The room had grown dim with the chill of a spirit
in dissonance, hummed
to the tune of the Earth
gently in its spite
Let it ring through the air in a heaven gone mad
the happiest sad in forever collapse
what it was it shall remain
it's all in the stride of a hollowed tide left to drift by the moon
I still hear a voice, and I shudder and tremble
to jump from the ships when the sirens had sung
While Melpomene blew kisses
The ruin of the years held a crooked tune beneath its breath
Swinging the brass gates open wi________________de
Neath the claw of a wing
steady of hand in a nothing land god had torn from the Earth
What it was it shall remain
It's all in the stride of a tear long dried melting into the sun
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191. |
Ascension
05:13
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